There’s a battle raging within me — my heart still clings to them, while my mind keeps whispering that it’s time to let go. I stood between heaven and earth just to be with them. Even when the whole world turned its back, I was the one who stayed. But it breaks my heart every time I see or hear how happy they are, without a trace of guilt for tearing me apart. I still can’t bring myself to believe that all those words and promises that once lit up my world were nothing but lies. It feels like they took a part of me when they left, and I’ve never truly been the same. Why is it so hard to move on, when they walked away like it was the easiest thing to do? Why do the memories still haunt me, even after all these years? Is there no escape from this unending pain? I guess I can never bring myself to love or trust anyone as deeply as I did with them.
Writing has always been my way of making sense of the world, especially the quiet parts that often go unspoken. This blog is a space where I share pieces of my heart—moments that moved me, memories I cherish, and emotions that linger in silence. Whether it’s the ache of missing someone, the joy of a favorite day, or a thought that simply won’t let go—if you’ve ever felt deeply, or needed a place to feel understood—you’re welcome here. Let’s navigate life one story at a time.