I always do my best to please people, even when I don’t want to, just so they don’t leave me. I wasn’t like this before. I used to be bold, confident in everything I did. But what changed? As I grow older, I find myself wondering: Do I mean as much to them as they mean to me? Am I someone worth holding on to, worth fighting for? Or will they walk away the moment I stop pleasing them? Will I simply fade from their memory? I still haven’t found the answers. Why is adulting so hard? Why does it feel like losing pieces of the person I used to be? I hate the way I’ve changed. I live every day with anxiety and fear, fighting so hard just to survive in a world where it feels like I could be easily replaced.
Writing has always been my way of making sense of the world, especially the quiet parts that often go unspoken. This blog is a space where I share pieces of my heart—moments that moved me, memories I cherish, and emotions that linger in silence. Whether it’s the ache of missing someone, the joy of a favorite day, or a thought that simply won’t let go—if you’ve ever felt deeply, or needed a place to feel understood—you’re welcome here. Let’s navigate life one story at a time.